It feels as though I have had bipolar my whole life. I just didn't know what it was called... I remember talking to people about ups and downs in life. I would tell them I loved being the extremes because it meant I got to feel life at its fullest. I knew it was just the way I was. Now I know it's bi polar but I don't want to get completely get rid of it... I just want to manage it. Does anybody else feel like this??