Thanks for sharing, CE. This totally sucks.

H got home last night and we continued our discussion, at least he stopped yelling, but the end result was the same, if I decide to go back to therapy for a couple-3 months whatever I will need to be prepared to also dissolve my marriage.

I am not done with therapy, but I am also not ready to end my marriage.

But saying that I have to ask myself, what kind of a marriage is it, if I have to choose between it and self-fulfillment?!

I am going to see t on Thursday this week and next, will talk about this some and look at my sand tray pictures and make sure she emails them to me, and then that will have to be it for now, until I decide to leave h. Because that's where this is headed. The writing is on the wall.