Hi Scorring, welcome to PC.

I actually came to PC in 2005 because of my struggle with postpartum depression. My daughter was born that year and I had a one year old to boot the difficulties.

Postpartum depression is mostly temporary but in rare cases can lead to more serious issue, psychologically. During your next post check up I'd mention that you feel blueish to the doctor and see what they say. Definitely don't allow them to blow it off as the "blues", because at 4 months postpartum it's become more then "blues".

It's a hard road but can be over came...don't feel hopeless.