He said he can't live with my wishy washy (saying I'll quit then going back) (I can't blame him for this I piss myself off) and that I need to choose. He also said after the phone argument. That made me feel even more like crap. At least he stopped talking like that after I told him I did not hang up on him, that I'd thought he hung up on me when the call dropped. Last night after he got home he was grilling me about "why did you start in the first place do you even know?" I said yes and told him. "Why were you going after you fixed that?" I told him. I explained why I'm going back. I told him I'll just go back very briefly to go over the pictures with her and get copies and that's it. 2 sessions tops. I won't work on the other stuff I wanted to. For now we are ok because I agreed to go only twice more.

He also said he's tired of hearing about my worry the last 3 weeks. I said well I haven't had her to talk to, so I've been talking to you which is what you said you wanted. He said well I can't live like that. You need to stop worrying and live your life.

Which is one of my main things in the therapy that he doesn't want ne to go to.

I'm a mess today. Sorry couch.