I am having a bad day. I am hurting. I feel alone. I feel misunderstood. I am so tired. I am angry 😡 that I woke up today. My God tells me to be thankful for each day. But I am not thankful today. Today I’m angry. And I feel guilty too because I’m blessed with a place to live and air conditioning and a comfortable couch and food and a dog or two I love. So I am angry 😡 and I am ashamed. I am just so tired. I want to give up but I cannot. I know that. And today that pisses me off. Just for today.

Just for now.