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Originally Posted by xmascarol
Hi ever since my mom passed away I have not been doing to well.I feel so anxious today anytime I get a bad taste this will happen.Does anyone else have issues with chemical taste .I know I have sinus problems,I believe I have health anxieties because any time I get sick I get panic attacks, don 't know why I just do.When this happens I just lay down all day,I havent been sleeping to well either like an hour a night.My moms passing has really hit me bad even though she has been gone for five weeks now.Some days all I do is sit and cry ,I miss her like crazy,I was physically and verbally abused by both of my parents,my mom was the worst.Always putting me down so I have a low self estem.I feel so all alone.Anxieties stink on top of that I suffer with panic attacks,depression, bipolar and mood swings .I guess I hit the jackpot I could certainly use a hug .Thanks for reading this  |
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Hi xmascarol. I am so sorry for the loss of your mom and sad for how much it is difficult for you to live your life.
Grief is a part of life. Part of what we grieve is for the loss of the chance to have that close, loving relationship we always wanted. That is quite a loss. For me that was worse than the death itself. The final ending that means all my hopes and expectations were dashed. That was the hardest thing for me.