Jane ,,,,>>> Sorry to reply in a off way for a min / ...

I read your post and found familiarity in the De Jevu way.

Now if I can remember [ as if it was ] what I said the first time ,,,,, [ no harm meant ].

There is no walking in your shoes and how you felt then , or feel now .<<<.

And in a better place ,,,, Is also a personal walk in your own shoes ,,

Time has a way ,,, as is said ,,, ,,, Of healing things .

The loss attaches to us always .,,,, And where we find memories ,,, are usually of the Fun and Goofy times ,,,, rather than this time you are in . ,,,,, Is ,,, and will be part of the healing in time ,.

Take Care and Time ,,,