yummy new vape flavor tastes like blueberry waffles. i love months where i have enough money to cover all my necessities and save, plus buy a few nice things here and there. trying to find comfort in little things right now. books, tastes, smells, solving a problem. the ache is subsiding slowly but surely. i'm aware that i'm a passing figure in people's lives. i'm going to learn to be ok with being a ghost.