Thanks. That's encouraging. Did they lock you up in a mental wing though? Like I said, I was in one, I was free to move around and leave the mental wing because I was just there as part of a study but I saw the people in there, I had people coming up to me....people screaming all through the night....just not a place I'd like to be....

Another fear of mine is I don't outwardly appear all that bad. I think that might have been one of the problems with my therapist, maybe she thought I was exaggerating or that my depression was treatable without meds. I just can't understand why she never made the apt for me to see a doctor.