Okay. Just will continue to write here about some work stress I’m experiencing. Just need to remember to keep my mouth shut regarding management, coworkers, my fears.

I will speak here instead. I just need to vent.

Just continue to do my work no matter what, nod and accept whatever the boss tells me, even if. There is no ego. Be efficient, quiet, calm, productive, in control of myself, confident, grounded, pleasant, and friendly.

Don’t speak about other coworkers even to the female I get along with about the rampant misogyny I experience. Head down. Speak about nothing.

Some things I need to work on are speaking about nothing, not showing vulnerability, and feeling my way without showing it. Also, making personal connections with clients and coworkers to defuse situations.

If it all fails, remember that I am learning and above all I am simply here to work and do as good a job as possible. I will work for them and with them and it will be harmonious.

I am doing just fine and am breathing well. It’s going very well.