JBUG, Thank you, I'm glad you understand.

Sky, LOL what did you say "become a T" or something like that. Are you crazy, lol. I had to reread my post to see if I said anything about being a T and nope, its not there . So maybe you were responding to someone else lol. Anyways, thanks for the hugs and I agree, I think too much. But it does help to write down some of my thoughts, well it helps me, it probably doesn't help everyone else. It probably just makes everyone else start thinking too much, lol.