I have no wise words of wisdom sorry. I can sympathise with you. I struggle with every inch of a routine. I'm unemployed so I don't have a purpose in life. I live alone no partner or kids so I don't have purpose in life. I do nothing other than a weekly appt with my Support Worker and seeing family. Even the appt and seeing family is a chore. I had routine for 25 years then I was left to my own device.

There is no purpose in life for me so I have no structure to my days. Getting up is a struggle going to bed is a struggle even lying in bed is a struggle. God life is just a struggle for me.

I've been told for the last 8 years to get a routine but it's just not happening. If I could just stay in my house all day every day I would. Not wash not do anything I would be fine. But I can't so I force myself and it's draining. But hey ho. Least I make a wee bit of an effort