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I get what you mean. I have that too. LIke, on one rational level I know that whatever I'm doing, thinking, feeling is not healthy for me, but on another level, I do it anyway. I've always had that self-destructive side, and, worse, I know I shouldn't use it, and yet I still do.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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