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Before I had my major psychotic break 6 years ago, my life was very routine. I got much accomplished, kept my house, my kids, my life organized, and I felt very “together”. Since, I have NEVER been able to set and maintain a healthy routine. I feel like my new normal is a messy one, even now that I’m stable.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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