Yes, I often ask for a divorce. When I'm manic I'm better off with out him. When psychotic he's out to get me or cheating on me or whatever. When I'm depressed everyone is better off without me. If he ever left me for it I wouldn't blame him. I don't regret informing him of how I feel because that is how I feel at the time. Have I actually left no income hasn't let me. Divorce wont ever happen for me because it's too damn expensive. Now this doesn't mean I don't love my partner.