I had a rather strange dream about my current T who I mostly like very much. This is how I remember the dream:


I came into my T:s office early in the morning and met with a colleague who said she would be around 15 minutes late. When she arrives and I meet with her she sits in her chair and smokes! She doesn´t greet me and she isn´t caring and attentive. She merely looks at me but keeps looking in some kind of calendar. She also looks wore down and tired.


As she acts like this I decide to leave and I suddenly sit with her "colleague" instead. I say to him that my therapist won´t bother if I don´t meet with her again but he tells me she will.

Suddenly I´m walking in my old home town thinking of my therapist and that something must have happened to her and that's why she sat their smoking and acting odd. I also think that it´s not that hard to have left just after a few minutes as there must have been something with her.

After that I probably woke up.


Some comments to how my T is in reality:

She doesn´t smoke or use nicotine in any form what I know of. She´s always rather good-looking, a bit of make-up and such. She never uses a calendar or a notepad. She doesn´t have any therapist colleagues where I meet with her. I have no clue who the male colleague in the dream could be. I never see my T in the mornings, only in the afternoons.

What could this dream mean?