im feeling a bit better today but have to go get an ultrasound .im am just full of self pity. im sick of being sick . i have been taking such good care of myself and getting my diabetes under control and i start having a completely different issue . i have not had therapy because my therapist does not feel well .i am questioning that because she told me two different stories . and i think she is also taking the next two weeks off this month . i was so upset and scared yesterday i needed her . i still do . i just wanted someone i could rant to that isnt all that close to me . my hubby just is all concerned and that doesnt help . anyway sorry for the rant again . this shouldnt be such a big deal