I'm so glad you posted this because I go through it now and then. Was doing it a lot lately. One part of me was wanting to give into hypomanic thoughts. The other was telling me I better not; I've made too much progress.

I was actually beginning to think I had been misdiagnosed since I'm so new to this. I was under the impression that you were either depressed or (hypo)manic) not really being able to control your action on the manic side. But I got through the day without any stupid decisions or turning to alcohol. I also made a BIG step yesterday that is one of the things I knew I needed to get out of my life but was holding onto. But, that was one area where my brain was fighting.