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Originally Posted by Ididitmyway
It just seems like you want to stop hurting and you are willing to do whatever it takes. I know I've been there. Just remember that when you are in such desperate state of mind you are very vulnerable and can be easily taken advantage of by anyone who suggests that your troubles could be cured by some hocus-pocus procedure.
I suggest you to just take some time to define for yourself what you want specifically. I know you want to be free and not hurting but that's too general to achieve. Ask yourself what that freedom would look like, what you'd be feeling and doing differently if you were free and go for that specific goals.
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Well there is a couple of things going on here. Ever since I was 11 I started having thoughts of victimizing children. I have never acted. I feel like I dont know where this comes from. Psychologists dont even know. I know I will never get a answer and be free. I am so desperate I would be willing to find out what caused it at all costs. I know it will only give me very temporary relief though because even people who were abused dont feel this way. So am I just destined to suffer?