I don’t know what to do….

So I got insurance for the sole purpose of needing to go to therapy
I live in Indiana but outside of Louisville, Kentucky
I found a specialist in Borderline Personality Disorder in Louisville
But turns out my insurance is only good in Indiana
There are no BPD specialists in Indiana that are less than 4 hours away
I can’t go to the one in Louisville because its $100 an hour
I don’t have a job because my anxiety is extremely bad
And I have meltdowns when I’m overwhelmed (Which is almost always)
I don’t have any savings
I have no support

I feel like I’m drowning

Can someone help me? Give me advice on what to do?

And a side note
I called every single non-specialist therapist around me
They either say they aren't taking new patients
or when they ask me why I need to see them and I say BPD they quickly dismiss me....