I am so sorry! It must feel like she snuck up on you bc she told you at the end of the session. They know that is "doorknob " commentary when it comes from a client.

This happened to me in the second week of January. I am afraid to even look back at my posts bc I was beside myself. I told him he had see-ya-wouldnt -want-to-be-ya written all over his face. He coaxed me into relating a trauma detail I was very leery of talking about , and then his parting words to my tear-streaked face were" Oh I will be out next week". Recently I have felt sentimental about how much he is there for every session, on time focused and really listens, and appreciating that more. That is the flip side.