We discussed me watching a movie tonight to distract from thinking about the events of last July 20th. I can't find anything I'm excited about watching. I guess I'll just have to pick something that looks okay. I don't know if it's going to work or not though. I'm already having distressing thoughts as the time this all started approaches. He also brought up not drinking tonight, but I don't think I can handle that tonight. It'll probably get me all emotional though, so who knows what nonsense I'll end up posting later on.

He's going to call me tomorrow. Probably because I told him