I haven’t been to a doctor in 20 years.

About a month ago I was able to get my wife and I some medical care at a sliding scale clinic. I don’t know if you can check my post history to see the latest post I made to get the story so far...

Well, I had an appointment set for myself today.

They called and left a message early this morning to cancel it.

I’m both relieved (I didn’t want to go) and bummed (because I need some kind of help).

My wife immediately said to reschedule. I’m not really inclined too. I take this as the powers that be telling me that it wasn’t meant to be.

I guess I really don’t have a question other than: do you believe that what happens happens for a reason? Perhaps I don’t need help and this cancellation is proof.

20 years. I thought that this might be an opportunity for some kind of relief. I guess not.