I did end up taking my PRN. I'll sleep soon. Until then, I'm going to feel like a failure that I've had to take it 4 times since my pdoc prescribed it to me a month ago. I know I'm not falling apart, but it feels like I am. I know that I have a good life. I just...I'm so tied.

I'll be okay in the morning, anyone on the couch who cares. I just need to sleep and not feel anything for a little while. Thank you for tolerating my rambles. It's so out of character, especially here. Everyone here hates me, anyway. I'm not sure why I keep coming back.