Hi everyone. It's been a while. I have been rapidly cycling lately. There was a period of time that I was feeling pretty euphoric, but that lead to me spending a lot of money, and I think everything is beginning to cave in. Recently, it is as if a switch went off where I am noticing irritability. I'm getting signs that a depression is coming my way. I was feeling overly confident, and all of the sudden, my self-esteem dropped dramatically.
I am scared, and these feelings won't go away. I don't know what I will do to feel better.