Another low day but I'm here and alive - something to be glad about.

I had several arguments with my wife today. All centred around how little I'm getting done around the house. I explained that I'm depressed and have little motivation. She doesn't understand. In her world you just get up and start doing things... you don't need motivation to do that, according to her. And this is not the first time I have tried to explain depression to her. Oddly, my son understands.

I going out to a friend's place later. There will be drinking involved. Yeah I know. Not like I do it every day and I stop before I get drunk - my meds significantly lower that threshold.