I wish I had some legit answers from her about my fear of conversion disorder and somatization disorder. Her only answer in these 4 years is “I don’t know.” I wish I could get some answers. I’m terrified of getting this diagnosis. I’m at the point where I refuse to see a doctor about my symptoms. I just deal with them myself. When I do see my doctor to get my BC refilled, I don’t tell her a thing. I’ve had pain in my right leg since Wednesday. My T was reading me the symptoms Of Conversion Disorder out of the most recent DSM. It mentions leg pain. I had this pain before seeing her. I was anxious in our session because of the pain. There’s no way I’m going To the doctor though. I’ve been using a lot of ice and just dealing with it.

I wish I could get answers from someone. I’ve had no answers in 5 years. I’m really confused as well because I have read that people with somatization disorder and conversion disorder won’t admit that there anxiety is the issue, and I think they also refuse to admit they have it.

If I’m so terrified of having this, that I never go to the doctor, does this even mean I could possibly have it?