I've been doing a lot of thinking over the last few weeks (months, probably) about who I am, what I'm feeling (or not feeling) and where my life is going. I believe I've taken steps to improve my life and be better at looking after myself, but I still feel so clueless about what’s next. Obviously I'm not naive enough to think I would have solved all of my problems on my own in such a (relatively) short space of time, but I would like to feel like I've made some tangible progress. I *still* don’t really feel like I’ve gone anywhere.

Perhaps part of the problem is the fact that I don't have anyone I feel I can talk to about this. I do have a social life, but I don't feel sufficiently close to any of my friends to talk to them about these immensely personal issues. I do a lot of self-examination and, while it has helped a little, I feel like I've reached an impasse of sorts - I can't make any further process on my own. There are areas where I know I'm unhappy (sometimes I might even know why), but I don't know what to do to correct/deal with it.

I guess I don’t know what the best thing to do from here is.