My relief was very short lived. I was having a conversation with my sister about how now I thought my fear was irrational but then we got into talking about the difference I feel in the dynamic. I told my sister while I did not hurt the kids and they did not cry-I thought I was less than patient with them last week. I gave her some examples of things that went on and why I may feel that way. She told me she don’t know-if my gut feels that strongly and if they feel I could of handled things differently last week-then maybe I should be worried. I guess I’ll build a profile on the main site where I go to find my nanny jobs and apply to a few people just Incase.