Ever just feel like wallowing in misery? It's so easy to do. Just sit there and do nothing and feel like ****. I've been in some kind of therapy since 2001. I know all the coping skills. But yet I just sat there, till I forced myself to do something. Now I feel fine. Why is it so hard to motivate to do stuff that you know will make you feel better? It's not like I don't know what to do. ugh. lame.