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Spacergirl
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Default Jul 22, 2018 at 07:49 PM
 
This is the perfect thread for me. I not only procrastinate, but I AM procrastination. I AM lethargy. right down to my DNA. I am so lethargic that I haven't worked in 5 years and have been living on unemployment, my savings, my 401K, income tax refunds, selling my personal stuff (though I have only been able to do that once due to the lethargy). I have lost my health insurance, house insurance, my a/c system does not work, the house needs a new roof, an the car needs new tires. You name it, I've lost it. and I still can't motivate myself to try to work. On top of my C-PTSD, I was bullied at my job, badly bullied, for 9 years by about 25 people, including my supervisors. It's been 5 year and I am still having night terrors about those people! I've had lots of therapy, but still the terror overwhelms me. I have depression going on, too, of course. I wake up in the morning and look around at my bedroom and don't see anything worth getting out of bed for. Thanks for listening.
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Thanks for this!
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