I hope it gets better for you. I won't lie. College is really hard because you don't have accountability to your parents daily (if you live away from home). That's when my ED kicked in though I had body image issues all through high school. Hopefully, it won't be the case for you. I'm sure once you do not see your sister daily, it will help your situation.

Still, for me, the lure of relapse has always been there. And yes, I've relapsed a couple of times, once really badly around 2015. And now again I'm struggling with the thoughts, and I'm 20 years down the road. It would be nice if you could just get over it and be done with it. I think some people can. But I don't know that I'm one of them. Sigh.