Hey Psychologious. Thanks for posting and sharing.

So, are you able to convince your mother to take you to see a doctor? Because if you're concerned that the blows to the head may have caused brain damage of some sort, or may have impacted your moods and thinking in negative ways, then that would be good enough reason to explain your concerns to a doctor with your mother present, and from there things should start to move forward for you. Because you deserve the support and care as much as anyone Psychologious. Yes, you're obviously an intelligent person with great potential.