We've been mostly staying out of each other's way. I still make my son a coffee and pack some fruit for him for the morning train, then drive him to the station.

So far my son has been getting in on time. Once he gets paid and can start to save up some money then he will move out. I'm not giving him anymore money though. He's got to be able to live on his own salary with a budget now and i'm not going to take responsibility for his payments.

He's stopped telling me on a regular basis that he wishes I were dead. We don't talk much. He doesn't want to talk about work.

I mail ordered another strain of cannabis that I am hoping will give me some energy. I consume just tiny amounts though, keeping it stored in the freezer. The ounce I'm finishing is from October 2017, 9 months ago. Yeah, that' what I mean by tiny amounts.