The lamictal had too many side effects. I started Geodon almost two weeks ago with some sporadic improvement. I need to change my signature.

I see my pdoc on Wed. I called him about bad bad thoughts and ideation yesterday and he said go to the hospital. I said nope. I'm hanging in till the appt I had booked for Wed.

I only show my BF the real deal that is me. God, he must love me cause he takes so much ****. I'm a Mom, a daughter and a teacher. Too many expectations and need to protect the kiddo.