This is a vent and I'm just going to go right to the point. I hate my dad. His responses, reactions, and communications have ALWAYS been inconsistent. He is also an alcoholic. Today I asked him a benevolent question: "What are your thoughts on the kitchen?" (my mom and him are getting a renovation on their kitchen). I couldn't even handle the way he responded. It made me want to disown him. He answered with irritation, and annoyance, and arrogance. It hurt. I really wish I could disown him. I'm glad that I don't live with them anymore. I just wish...there was some consistency. You know? Like I wish I could either like him or dislike him. But no. He's manipulative, weird, nice sometimes, an asshole the next, and I never know what I'm going to get. **** him. I want to be tired of trying.

I'm sick of a few things but that was the main one I felt needed to come out.