In our pits it takes great courage to rise again...as you did and will have done again. We all have. Each time is a learning lesson...an accident is an accident: unplanned, unavoidable with no real control of the situation out of no where. It’s really not your fault...personally because we are all mentally challenged regardless what the law says, take some comfort in that...we already know that.

Life is bumpy...especially ours (everyone)...but we want to win as a unit...so for success we limit the triggers...live a regimented simple routine life with the least amount of surprises as possible. Sure we fail and go nutso...but we go for winning the only way we know possible.

You did great and had a fall back...don’t beat yourself up over it even though that’s what we do. You can change your life patterns...I did.

It’s not easy, but yet not impossible. Wishing you the best hon...hoping for your safe return from personal purgatory.