Hi diamondprincess,

My son says that I abused him as a child and am a horrible person who doesn't deserve to be treated with respect or even to live. Whenever he gets upset at something in his life, he has a fit and tells me he wishes I was dead. Since I have been diagnosed and treated for lung cancer, this is not just an idle proposition, but one I think about everytime I wonder when and if my cancer will come back.