So I am at a loss at how to get help for my anxiety. I think I really need to be on meds because it's completely OUT OF CONTROL. I have a severe Eating Disorder- Anorexia Binge/Purge type which I use to manage my anxiety. Obviously this is not a positive way to handle it, but it's the ONLY thing that I have found that has helped. It's the only thing that "matches" the intensity of my anxiety. If I don't practice/act out with my ED, the pressure in my head and chest is so overwhelming I CANNOT DEAL. I've been through ED inpatient programs, but nothing has addressed my anxiety. They have only deal with (unsuccessfully), my past sexual, physical, and emotional abuse...So BASICALLY I'm a freaking mess and I feel like there is no hope for me. Thanks for letting m share.