I went thru at least 30yrs of chronic serious depression starting in 10th grade. Some causes are known others not. For me I think it came from a very weak self image with lack of assertiveness. I'm very good looking and popular with people but many authority figures-employers, teachers hated me for sure.

I had great parents and friends. Dad took me hunting and how to work on cars, he and his four bros wer am. My mood is most always great and upbeat. Just hang in there and you'll outgrow it. Read inspirational quotes-they have very real d.