Let it all out Freewiil! You have sat silently and taken it long enough. It is okay to be angry about everything terrible that was inflicted you and to be angry with people who deny/ignore your pain. Did you see that movie many years ago where the main character had just had life up to his eyeballs and he opened the window and just started yelling something like "I'm mad as H*ll and I'm not going to take it anymore." That is what you are doing by your posts - way to go - keep at it.