<font color="brown"> </font> <font color="brown"> </font> to hurting in ohio. i am so sorry you are feeling so depressed. i know where you are coming from. just try to hang in there and please call your therapist. if your meds aren't working please keep trying new ones. i will support you and glad you are here. aren't you glad you kept searching for us. everyone here is very nice and really cares about you. don't give up, ok? puckyjan56