Down, down, down today.
I had been feeling so good. The morning started OK, nothing terrible happened. My daughter and I did some thigns with my sister and one of my nieces (splash pad, park, swimming, ice cream). Now I just feel flat and down, worried sick about our financial situation and losing the house. I feel like it's all my fault because I can't work. Maybe I could do a simple job, but I have no work history, and no one would hire me for it because I have an M.S. which overqualifies me really.
I am so depressed right now  I don't know how to make it stop  I just want to cry. I feel like a waste of space
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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