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but he says that he doesn't want to be single and without me either
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I agree with Skeezyks. Right now he seems to be keeping you away but also on a string. It must be a torment to face the reality of how disconnected he is from you, yet also to be given this glimmer of hope when he says that he does not want to be single. I think it would be valid and healthy for you to limit how long you are willing to stay in this situation.
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if he decided he doesn't want to be with me at the end of this break, I don't know what I will do
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What would be your thinking about making the break yourself, very soon, if his conduct continues as it is but he won't make the break? Stopping all contact with him: blocking him, unfriending him, and so on will be painful at first but, like quickly removing a bandage, likely offers the best chance of minimising your overall pain and, in due course, of allowing you to bring your life into a new and healthier path.
I'm very sorry that you are experiencing such pain.
