Thanks, Gus! My friends and family don't want to hear about my pain anymore. I tell my therapist I want to die. She says I have to say"I will get better!" I have to think positive! It's so hard! Damn! My legs hurt and I hate meds! I hate this!! Why did this happen to me? I had a life before November, but then everything changed. I want to go home! I want to wake up from this nightmare! I'm a grandmother but I can't really enjoy my grandchildren. I want to get better. I don't want this pain! I don't want to be nauseous and weak from a medicine and have to stay on it because I tried almost everything else! I want to be off the warfarin but am scared something will go wrong after the 6 months and I will have to stay on it. It's for a blood clot!! Did I say this condition sucks? Spinal stenosis. Most people can sit and lie down! Why is my case different? I WILL GET BETTER because I can't tolerate this new life. ☹️