I miss mania too. She is my good friend. She was there with me when I bought a Miata, when I moved across the country and when I started renovating my bathroom at 10pm on a Friday night. So many sleepless nights, she cradled me in her arms

She has also betrayed me, lied to me and held my hand as I did stupid and ill-advised things to myself. She egged me on, praised me and whispered strange thoughts in my ears

Oh I miss her so very much. So much. My heart aches for her.