I am going to be so embarrassed seeing t Thursday. How do I face her? That I actually thought I'd come far enough to not need therapy anymore and quit, then went back a month later. Again. Now it feels like I'm frickin' starting over. Again. I hate that it's all still so damn circular. I know it's only for 3 months but still...

Stupid brain.

I'm wearing dark glasses and a big floppy hat. Maybe a fake mustache too. Heh.