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I agree. It's unforgiveable that someone should have to die alone. My heart cries for you. Ofcourse, I know how you feel. Sometimes we don't understand until we lose someone just how much they meant to us. I think it's horrid how your husband's family treats you. They should have more respect for you and your relationship than that. But some people are just like that......which really pisses me off! LOL.

I know what you're going through and it's very difficult and you feel helpless and hopeless and it's hard when you feel that your spouse has completely cut himself off emotionally to you. Maybe with this all "over" things will get better for you in that respect.

My thoughts are with you and you and your family have my deepest sympathies.

Take Care of yourself.
Much love,
Kimberly.