I can't survive this! I'm going to be locked up soon or worse. My Pdoc had her nurse call to check up on me. I'm too honest. Now I have to go in and talk to a NP tomorrow. My H wants to go stay at the hospital again. And it's my birthday tomorrow! He bought me no gifts. And there's a seminar on infertility tomorrow night and if I go I get a $500 certificate to use for a consult! But I have a major fear of driving alone to new places. But if the NP calls the cops on me tomorrow, I don't get to go to the seminar and I don't know when they'll have one again.

I'm falling apart so bad! I need help! Maybe I should go away? But then no one will take care of my dogs. I'm so tired of life.

Any support greatly appreciated.