I can try but not much I really enjoy doing. I'm very much a loner. I will be writing a lot and probably writing some of how I felt about this. He did tear up when I did and I feel like he is feeling ******, he told me, I'm the only client he sees that worries something will happen to him and he is concerned about me..... but it just feels like the connection has been kept because of the contact, not sure how it will feel without. I am gonna tell him to next year please don't wait until the last minute so you are stuck doing all 2 weeks at once. He told me Wed and the week before he would not do 2 weeks. He actually has told me the entire time I've been there he'd never do that to clients. Now he is.... so I'm just struggling with that. Feels like massive abandonment. I do resent his boss and he suggested her as a alternate for when he's gone, no thanks. I'd rather not walk in raging at her.